i wanna get a shotgun and shoot random targets and stuff. they're super coooooool. i dont like killing anyting, unless its in doom or anything thats not real. ive used bb guns and other stuff before with my grandpa but hes got dementia so i probably cant again. i think i sucked at it but i dont really remember. i wanna also make pipe bombs and stuff and blow them up with head or jop or water or someone in the forest. seems fun. only thing is I don't want it to explode while im making it or it like hits me when i do explode it. i know i cant explode it near by because all the fucking land in scituate is owned by some dipshit.